4 years of utter heartache, loss, rejection and confusion is over. (Really 50 years)
People who have lived similar issues say that when you get the answers whether they are good or bad..they heal you. They fill in the dark void and you instantly feel better.
I didn’t have much left to lose so when I came close to rock bottom and saw how it was affecting my kids , I knew It was time to confront people and finally press for the answers that I needed and deserved.
Now 50 years into my life I have completed the puzzle. My heart is full, my smile is back, and I know where I belong. Through it all I have lost my sister but upon learning the truth I can understand how and why this is too much for her.
2020 is now going to be spent taking control back of my life and working on empowering myself again after being stripped of self worth and belonging, being wrongly accused judged and blamed for other peoples actions.
I feel whole finally and ready to embrace everything that is Maria
I will love harder
Smile brighter
Hug longer
But it may take awhile to trust people again.
ReeMotivate 