Life is different for each of us. Some people cruise through without to many challenges while others seem to come across trouble at every corner. We do become stronger with challenges to overcome. The trick is to actually try and overcome them. Some troubles are out of our control, some problems are minimal while other troubles are like dealing with Monsters in the dark….you don’t quite know what you are fighting or trying to overcome.
The key I think is to remain 100 percent truthful to yourself. If you can walk away and forget situations without a second thought then you should. If you need to face the Monster in the dark to get some kind of peace inside then so be it. It is YOUR life. Don’t let others predict it for you. I always ask myself “how will I feel at age 80, sitting in my rocking chair, if I don’t follow my heart”?. ….. At age 80 I want to have lived with no regrets. I want to keep following my heart and my intuition. I want to keep trusting in my morals and integrity. If the Monster remains in the dark it will be out of my control.
At the present time I have people trying to sway my views. Things just don’t add up. Things will forever be different And when you dont have much left to lose you become I very dangerous player in the game. As for day to day life……its challenges are on going. My daughter hopefully has finally turned a corner and her leg is healing. Only time will tell. She is back at school after having missed so much work already. My son is still recovering from the flu along with other challenges. Our life together has been one full of health issues. It is simply part of our family life. Some days it really gets you down and on all the other days we simply power on.
Its winter time here in New Zealand. I don’t mind the cold months, it gives me more down time as it is more inviting to curl up and watch Netflix than go out. Down time is also good for planning my next move. If there is one thing I know I wont be bowing out to the Monster in the dark. I deserve to be here, I deserve peace and freedom from all the drama that comes with being part of the Foley Secret Service.